100 days

In 100 days we get to meet our baby. I am ready to meet the baby right now. I know that the baby needs to keep growing and all of that before its ready to come into this world but I am just so ready.

Liam's room, not ready.
Baby's room, not ready.
Evan, not ready and pretty sure as a male he's not even thinking too much about what our new family will be like. (this is my opinion and I could be completely wrong)

I am especially ready for my hormones to go back to normal. Last weekend I took Liam to see the movie Frozen. It was really, really good. Pretty sure I cried at least 3 times during the movie. A Disney movie. Want to know what part made me cry? The song, "Do you want to build a snowman?" Not necessarily the title of a song that would move people to tears but for me I was a wreck.

Today I cried because Evan didn't want to go look at carpet or buy Liam's new mattress. (He, of course, later apologized and very enthusiastically said he wanted to go. But since I had just cried my eyes out, literally I bawled, I didn't feel like going anywhere) Do you want to know the worst part about crying in my house? EVERYONE wants to know why. Butters is right next to me, crying and whining, which I just find very amusing making me laugh. Liam is right next to us, asking if Dad will please come play with him in his room, again making me laugh. Hey people! I'm trying to have a crazy pregnant lady moment! You're not supposed to be making me laugh.

So instead I went up to our attic and dragged down all of Liam's old gender neutral clothing to sort through. I'm sure I looked like a complete nut going through all of Liam's old sleepers and hats, staring at each one and remembering him wearing them when he was a newborn.

Clearly I am in a nesting phase. With 100 days to go I just can't figure out why no one else has joined me yet. Hello people! 100 DAYS TO GO-THIS IS AN EMERGENCY! Whoops, there's those crazy hormones again.

26 weeks